Vacation when you’re spitting up

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My husband really, really, really wanted to keep our vacation plans, even though I’ve told him that as soon as I find an apartment to buy, I’m going to file for a legal separation.  The separation is partly because it would be the moment to do that, and also because people can get weird about money during a divorce, and I don’t want to lose my apartment.

So we’ve headed out together and we’re in a place where we’ve stayed before, for two days. Then we move on and eventually we’ve got a vacation rental for a week.

I like my husband.  A lot.  I wish we were still intimate.  I don’t think any of this would have happened, me wanting out, if we were still having sex.  He has been rather hard on me the last year or so, needing a lot of attention and giving almost nothing back.  But it didn’t matter because, at the time, he still wanted me.  I can’t even begin to describe how hard it is to be there in bed with him and not have him react.  I’m sexy, for my age.  I haven’t gained any weight, and I have yoga muscles that are toned, a beautiful flat stomach, nice small, round breasts.  I’m not bad, and certainly not bad enough that I feel like I’m just not attractive anymore.  I am. Just not to him.

One comment

  1. In the same situation here. Need someone to share stories? I’m here for ya! Don’t give up on that apartment. He knows the end is near, but thinks he’s as cool as can be. He will miss you, and by the time he realizes he wants you, it will be too late. Sounds cliche, but it’s the truth!

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